In kamaloka the soul retraces its just-ended life in reverse, feeling, from the receiving side, the effect of every deed it once did to others.
The backward journey through life is the first reckoning the soul makes after death. In the kamaloka stage, before the wider cosmic expansion begins, it travels back across its earthly years in reverse order. Each meeting, word and act returns, but now the soul lives it through the eyes of the one it touched. What was given as harm or kindness is tasted again from the other side, and the just measure of a life is felt rather than judged.
In Steiner's Own Words
Suppose we come across a person who died before us. At first we feel related to him in a way that corresponds to the last relationship we had with him on earth. Then, as you know, we live backwards in time. If formerly we had a different relationship, this cannot be produced artificially. We must live backwards quietly and reach the corresponding period of time when we can again experience the relationship we formerly had with him. This again cannot be changed. It expresses itself as it did on earth. One can readily imagine that this is an exceedingly painful experience, and this is true in a certain sense. It is just as if one wished to move, but were chained to the ground.
What it Means Today
Anyone who has read accounts gathered by near-death researchers will recognise the shape of this passage. Since Raymond Moody coined the term life review in his 1975 book Life After Life, thousands of resuscitated patients have reported the same striking feature Steiner names: a rapid travelling back through the events of their lives in which they re-experienced their own actions from the standpoint of the people affected by them. At the Division of Perceptual Studies at the University of Virginia, founded by Ian Stevenson in 1967 and continued by Bruce Greyson, this perspectival shift is one of the most consistently documented elements across decades of interviews. A man who had struck someone in anger describes feeling the blow land on himself; a woman recalls receiving back the warmth of a kindness she had long forgotten.
Steiner placed this experience a step earlier and a layer deeper. For him the review is not a flash at the threshold of death but a sustained labour through the whole kamaloka period, lasting about a third of the life just lived, and it is morally generative rather than merely retrospective. By feeling the weight of each deed from the receiving side, the soul forges the very forces that will draw it, lifetimes later, back into the company of those it wronged or blessed, so that the account can be balanced. Where the near-death report ends in a return to the body, Steiner's backward journey opens onto the cosmic expansion that follows kamaloka. The clinical literature, in other words, brushes the doorway of a country he mapped to its far horizon.
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- Occult Investigation into Life between Death and Rebirth, GA 140
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